sunday

Sunday Fundays. Ohhhh how different they were like 2 years ago. I am not complaining though. Sure the bottomless mimosas and recapping the weekend was always a blast but some days you just need a rainy, catch up on laundry, watch 10 episodes of Mad Men kind of day. That is exactly what we are doing and I wouldn't change a thing! Evie is always heavy on my heart on days like this though - can't help but think we would be wandering around the city, maybe in a stroller, maybe in one of those hippie slings I registered for. I would probably drag her dad into Macy's and Marshall's to buy the unnecessary summer bargain clothes for her and maybe something for myself. I imagine we would end the day by grabbing lunch/early dinner at Black Sheep or Locust Rendezvous.

I just miss her...a lot. I am sure I will get pregnant and have the opportunity to do these things but I just wish I had the chance to do them with Evelyn. That has been the hardest part of this summer - constantly thinking about "what if Evie was still here?". Every trip we take, every family gathering, every party, she probably would have been with us. I wish she was.