.i promised i wouldn't

I promised I wouldn't get upset by accidental insensitive comments.

I promised I wouldn't get upset by pregnancy announcements.

I promised I would still be able to go to baby showers.

I promised I wouldn't cry every time I talk about her.

I promised I wouldn't be jealous of women expecting.

I promised I would "make lemonade out of lemons". 

I promised I wouldn't dwell on her death and would be grateful for the time we did have.

I broke all those promises.

I promise I'll get better though. 

I promise I will work on it.