Shouldn't I be searching for the perfect baby girl Christmas outfit right now?
Shouldn't I be planning out our crazy Christmas week - our first Christmas morning together, going to my mom's, then going to the Netzel's family dinner to sing 12 days of Christmas crossing your fingers you don't get picked to sing "Fiiiiiive golden rings!" every round.
Shouldn't I be thinking "What do you get a 9 month old for Christmas!?!"
The Holidays and New Year are supposed to be a time of the year you reflect on what the year has brought you and why you should be joyful and merry about what has come your way.
Unfortunately, this year that isn't the case.
It has done nothing but stir up emotion and remind me who is missing...